back to school !

YESH im unfortunately back at school, getting our uniforms inspected, oh and dont forget the massive amount of school work + homework i have yay ! -.-. im thinking of moving but i dont want to, i'll miss my friends soo much, the people at MFIS are people that i've been tight with for 5 years, and i'll miss out on our year 10 formal and watching all of my friends dress up and go crazy (which is something you dont usually see everyday) but i have to leave, im not smart enough and i've gotta do whats best for me.

Every time i think of leaving, i think of all the things i'll be missing out, like the boys in my grade saying the khutba when its Friday when they're in year 11, walking with mahmic, raka and my little brother in the morning to catch the bus and in the afternoon walking home, seeing khaled and Bilals ugly faces every morning LOL, hanging with my GBs in the afternoon K3, having water fights with Bilal,khaled,inaam and the rest of their group, talking about yaoi with Dana and Sarah, sitting at the back of the bus, getting hi-5s and hugs from everyone in the mornin and afternoon even though we see eatch other everyday LOL and the list goes onn...

So either do something whats best for me?, or doing something because i want it, obviously the answer is whats best for me, leaving all of my friends behind and missing out on all of that, what a sacrifice. Another huge thing is that at school i am the SHIZZ as in im popular and very well known, and have soo many groups of friends, im the few that actually talk to the opposite sex (btw in my school, the guys nd girls are segregated), dont follow uniform rules, and actually get away with it :D (i know it doesnt sound like a big deal, but i go to a private school)

If i move, i'll be the "new girl" the one thats not the shizz or anything, a nobody, how sad.