Friday, February 12, 2010

back to school !

YESH im unfortunately back at school, getting our uniforms inspected, oh and dont forget the massive amount of school work + homework i have yay ! -.-. im thinking of moving but i dont want to, i'll miss my friends soo much, the people at MFIS are people that i've been tight with for 5 years, and i'll miss out on our year 10 formal and watching all of my friends dress up and go crazy (which is something you dont usually see everyday) but i have to leave, im not smart enough and i've gotta do whats best for me.

Every time i think of leaving, i think of all the things i'll be missing out, like the boys in my grade saying the khutba when its Friday when they're in year 11, walking with mahmic, raka and my little brother in the morning to catch the bus and in the afternoon walking home, seeing khaled and Bilals ugly faces every morning LOL, hanging with my GBs in the afternoon K3, having water fights with Bilal,khaled,inaam and the rest of their group, talking about yaoi with Dana and Sarah, sitting at the back of the bus, getting hi-5s and hugs from everyone in the mornin and afternoon even though we see eatch other everyday LOL and the list goes onn...

So either do something whats best for me?, or doing something because i want it, obviously the answer is whats best for me, leaving all of my friends behind and missing out on all of that, what a sacrifice. Another huge thing is that at school i am the SHIZZ as in im popular and very well known, and have soo many groups of friends, im the few that actually talk to the opposite sex (btw in my school, the guys nd girls are segregated), dont follow uniform rules, and actually get away with it :D (i know it doesnt sound like a big deal, but i go to a private school)

If i move, i'll be the "new girl" the one thats not the shizz or anything, a nobody, how sad.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

HOLIDAYS

ITS THEEE HOLIDAAYYS WOOOHOOO !! YEEAAHH BABYY

Okay, maybe that was a bit of an overreation buut cmon its the HOLIDAYS maann and since my school isnt like any other school our holidays are 2 months yay, buut the downside is, is that we have the extra two weeks when everyone else has school, owhh well.

It has already been a week and a half and soon everyone else will start their holidays, although everyone is jigging it these days.

Since the holidays started the only place i went was roselands swimming pools which was AWESOME ! cause it felt soo nice in the water but then i got reeaaally sunburnt, my skin cant stand harsh conditions for some reason but its not sensitive.

And last sunday i went kak Asmas house and we were planning on what activities were gonna do in the holidays, and it was really cool cause we're going to be doing stuff like bowling and rock climbing, doesnt that sound cool ..?

Tomorrow im gonna go ICE SKATING which is a good thing because its going to be really hot tomorrow, its going to be 30 degrees, im going with school friends plus fauziah, buut me and fauziah are going to go campsie and buy a basket ball at Big W and im going to buy shorts beacuse i might go cronulla with fauziah and yeah.

I hope nothing bad happens while im ice skating, buut i can guarantee that i will be staicking it a lot of times, and i reckon sarahs going to just hold on to the sides most of the time LOLOL, its funny cause sarahs been ice skating for like 5 times and she STILL has to hold on to the walls, and i've only been skating once and i can do it better than her, maybe its because i've done roller blading when i was small and that i know how to ride a bike and she doesnt, its probably because i have better balance than her.


Well its like past 12 and i should go to sleep since i have to leave the house at 9 tomorrow and this blog is starting to get pretty long ahah.I hope everything turns out well tomorrow :D

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

scaredd

well right now i am currently scared, im in the computer labs with my class, there are three teachers and im not exactly fond of one of them and i wont mention any names, anyway the reason i dont exactly like this teacher, actually thats and understatement i HATE this teacher because he was soo racist to me in year 7 i think or maybe it was year 8, well this teacher fully said i was dumb because im not malaysian and he said that because all of the smart kids in my school that got really high UAI were malaysian and i really think they shouold sack him buut since when do students at MFIS have a say ?

Im soo hungry right now i ddnt haf breakfast and i have no money and only a bit of lunch maybe i'll die of starvation =O.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

water fights !

OHH EEM GEE !
For the past two days i've been having water fights at school with khaled,inaam,Bilal,chantelle and sally, im surprised we havent been in trouble or caught yett ( i shouldnt jinx myselff), and theres going to be another one today, and im like soo scared since Bilals gonna get me >.<, thanks to chantelle who told him not to get sally so he decides to get meeee.

And its like soo cold today, so i could like get sick and im not even wearing a jumper, i HOPE it gets hotter towards the afternoon, and its really weird for a person like me to want hot weather cause im a type of person who likes the cold (but not the wet), and i absolutely HATE summer, its soo hard to keep yourself cool, especially if you wear a scarf like me.

I have a good feeling that the school buses will come early because for some reason, on wednesdays (well wednesdays this term) the buses all come early so when we get to the front of the school, we straight away get on the buses and if that happens today (hopefully) then there would be no water fight and i wont get sick WOOHOOO, i shouldnt have my hopes up buut im really counting on the buses to come early and if they dont then im screwed =_='.

And another weird thing is that i DONT want to get sick, i usually want to get sick on account of that if i am sick i get to stay home and that would be awesomeee...minus the sick part.

OMG ! i've got a science quiz on chemical reactions today and science is NEXT ! and i havent even studied, crapp >.>, mann i feel soo dumb cause we're revising for year nine work in maths and science.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

busy busy bussyyy !

Lately i've been busy with school crap, for some reason the teachers tell us to study hard for the exams and start studying now when my exams are like in 6 weeks, WHAT IS UP WITH THAT ?!

We just came back from the holidays and they're bombarding us with revision booklets and homework =_='. My school is soo gay. And now im behind in almost everything. GREAT ! And because of that i cant be absent or else i'll be even MORE behind.

All of that studying for trials is for nothing, since im not doing trials because apparently im not smart enough ==', im doing revision for year 9 work and i feel soo dumb, buut watev.

Well since im not doing School Certificate, most likely i'll either get kicked out or i'll have to repeat and dont want either of them to happen to me soo im thinking of leaving, atleast i wont have to leave embarassed and i'll leave with good memories of all my friends and yeahh.

Im thinking of going Canterbury Girls High School buut i have to break it to my parents soon, i want to leave MFIS for good reasons and i know whats best for me, and staying at MFIS is not whats best for me. I hope my dad would understand, my mum already said i could go if i want, because she know about all the pressure and stress that i go through.

I reckon that if i go canterbury i could hopefully, maybe get a scholarship to university, and theres a bigger chance i'll get one in another school, because everyones soo bloody smart at MFIS.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

could it happen..?

Could someone, the TOTAL opposite of you, fall for you..?

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

blehh

Currently at school using up the schools net.
almost finished reading 'mice and men' for english THANK GOD !
i alredi know the end thanks to chantelle =_=' buut watev.

Teacher lets us go on FB yayerrr ^.^ only becuase our actual IST teacher is away since shes like pregnant soo we have subs anywayyys

My weeks been alright, Monday and yesterdayy the boys (mahmic,ihsan,husein,nurjee,talha,zaid,ludy) went net cafe to play cod4 and ludy taught me how to play :D and now i know the buttons and on the first game i played, i fully killed nurjee owhh yeahh im a pro :P

Ohh emm gee i ddnt do maths and science h/w =O
im dead....unless i do it now.
Its period 2 and thers still 5 more hours of school left, GREAT !

I hope i dont dehydrate and like go unconscious or something, actually im gonna buy a bottle of water from the canteen. Well i have science then maths (wat a GREAT combination ==') then theres Islamic Studies and English again.