Lately i've been busy with school crap, for some reason the teachers tell us to study hard for the exams and start studying now when my exams are like in 6 weeks, WHAT IS UP WITH THAT ?!
We just came back from the holidays and they're bombarding us with revision booklets and homework =_='. My school is soo gay. And now im behind in almost everything. GREAT ! And because of that i cant be absent or else i'll be even MORE behind.
All of that studying for trials is for nothing, since im not doing trials because apparently im not smart enough ==', im doing revision for year 9 work and i feel soo dumb, buut watev.
Well since im not doing School Certificate, most likely i'll either get kicked out or i'll have to repeat and dont want either of them to happen to me soo im thinking of leaving, atleast i wont have to leave embarassed and i'll leave with good memories of all my friends and yeahh.
Im thinking of going Canterbury Girls High School buut i have to break it to my parents soon, i want to leave MFIS for good reasons and i know whats best for me, and staying at MFIS is not whats best for me. I hope my dad would understand, my mum already said i could go if i want, because she know about all the pressure and stress that i go through.
I reckon that if i go canterbury i could hopefully, maybe get a scholarship to university, and theres a bigger chance i'll get one in another school, because everyones soo bloody smart at MFIS.
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
blehh
Currently at school using up the schools net.
almost finished reading 'mice and men' for english THANK GOD !
i alredi know the end thanks to chantelle =_=' buut watev.
Teacher lets us go on FB yayerrr ^.^ only becuase our actual IST teacher is away since shes like pregnant soo we have subs anywayyys
My weeks been alright, Monday and yesterdayy the boys (mahmic,ihsan,husein,nurjee,talha,zaid,ludy) went net cafe to play cod4 and ludy taught me how to play :D and now i know the buttons and on the first game i played, i fully killed nurjee owhh yeahh im a pro :P
Ohh emm gee i ddnt do maths and science h/w =O
im dead....unless i do it now.
Its period 2 and thers still 5 more hours of school left, GREAT !
I hope i dont dehydrate and like go unconscious or something, actually im gonna buy a bottle of water from the canteen. Well i have science then maths (wat a GREAT combination ==') then theres Islamic Studies and English again.
almost finished reading 'mice and men' for english THANK GOD !
i alredi know the end thanks to chantelle =_=' buut watev.
Teacher lets us go on FB yayerrr ^.^ only becuase our actual IST teacher is away since shes like pregnant soo we have subs anywayyys
My weeks been alright, Monday and yesterdayy the boys (mahmic,ihsan,husein,nurjee,talha,zaid,ludy) went net cafe to play cod4 and ludy taught me how to play :D and now i know the buttons and on the first game i played, i fully killed nurjee owhh yeahh im a pro :P
Ohh emm gee i ddnt do maths and science h/w =O
im dead....unless i do it now.
Its period 2 and thers still 5 more hours of school left, GREAT !
I hope i dont dehydrate and like go unconscious or something, actually im gonna buy a bottle of water from the canteen. Well i have science then maths (wat a GREAT combination ==') then theres Islamic Studies and English again.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
stupid stupid people !
Current mood: pissed.
Hates: little idiotic kids who think that they could tell you off as if they're bigger than you. People who just throw stuff at you and thinks its funny. People who are ungrateful and thinks that the world revolves around them and freakin complains about every little thing that happens to them.
Listening to: Paramore Decode.
AARRGGHHHHH !!!!
Today started alright, went ansar . After that went around lakemba and bought kebab, then went annisas and THATS when i started to got all pissed =='.
Im not gonna say any names buut a ceratin little kid hits me wenever she wants, like wat the hell ever heard of respect your elders. And not just that buut also tells me off as if im smaller than her, i know i do mistakes nobodys freakin perfect alright, buut no need to tell me off. And she freakin says that i like so and so when i freakin dont. Im always nice to her, i always shout her, i do good things to her ALL THE BLOODY TIME !!! buut no, dont fucken appreciate what i do for you.
What kind of person throws stuff at you..? okayy once or twice is fine buut doing it again and again especially if that thing that hes throwing is a type of sticky soft drink IS DEFINITELY NOT ALRIGHT! And then after he does that he asks for MY fone to use MY credit, why should i waste money on you, you oversize obese kid, GO LOSE WEIGHT FATTY !
For three whole years i've been putting up with her, for years and years i've heard her complaining about her family and how unfair her life is, well bitch I DONT GIVE A SHIT ALRIGHT ! stop fuckin complaining, and if yu wanna commit suicide or torture yourself well GO AHEAD cause i DONT freakin care alright, and stop talking about things that im soo NOT interested in, i sooo dont care you ungrateful son of a bitch, there are people out there starving bkos they dont haf food to eat or shelter, BE GRATEFUL FOR WHAT YOU FREAKIN GOT ! and go get a life you suck up, your nothing buut a sad little girl who sucks up to everyone, owhh and go do something about your revolting horrible breath, noone tells you any of this because everyones nice, buut go to another school, i bet ya yu cant last a minute and that your gonna be a loner cause your soo weird and such a suck up and bloody suicidal and you complain about every little thing.
AARRGGHH i TOTALLY HATE THESE PEOPLE AND THEY CAN GO DIE FOR ALL I CARE ! =_='
Hates: little idiotic kids who think that they could tell you off as if they're bigger than you. People who just throw stuff at you and thinks its funny. People who are ungrateful and thinks that the world revolves around them and freakin complains about every little thing that happens to them.
Listening to: Paramore Decode.
AARRGGHHHHH !!!!
Today started alright, went ansar . After that went around lakemba and bought kebab, then went annisas and THATS when i started to got all pissed =='.
Im not gonna say any names buut a ceratin little kid hits me wenever she wants, like wat the hell ever heard of respect your elders. And not just that buut also tells me off as if im smaller than her, i know i do mistakes nobodys freakin perfect alright, buut no need to tell me off. And she freakin says that i like so and so when i freakin dont. Im always nice to her, i always shout her, i do good things to her ALL THE BLOODY TIME !!! buut no, dont fucken appreciate what i do for you.
What kind of person throws stuff at you..? okayy once or twice is fine buut doing it again and again especially if that thing that hes throwing is a type of sticky soft drink IS DEFINITELY NOT ALRIGHT! And then after he does that he asks for MY fone to use MY credit, why should i waste money on you, you oversize obese kid, GO LOSE WEIGHT FATTY !
For three whole years i've been putting up with her, for years and years i've heard her complaining about her family and how unfair her life is, well bitch I DONT GIVE A SHIT ALRIGHT ! stop fuckin complaining, and if yu wanna commit suicide or torture yourself well GO AHEAD cause i DONT freakin care alright, and stop talking about things that im soo NOT interested in, i sooo dont care you ungrateful son of a bitch, there are people out there starving bkos they dont haf food to eat or shelter, BE GRATEFUL FOR WHAT YOU FREAKIN GOT ! and go get a life you suck up, your nothing buut a sad little girl who sucks up to everyone, owhh and go do something about your revolting horrible breath, noone tells you any of this because everyones nice, buut go to another school, i bet ya yu cant last a minute and that your gonna be a loner cause your soo weird and such a suck up and bloody suicidal and you complain about every little thing.
AARRGGHH i TOTALLY HATE THESE PEOPLE AND THEY CAN GO DIE FOR ALL I CARE ! =_='
Friday, October 16, 2009
ch-ch-ch-ch-changess..
This year people have changed a LOT including myself, people are becoming more girly-ish and are starting to wear make-up,heels,pretty dresses, just like when we were young LOLs.
This year i changed from wearing af1s,adidas jackets to wearing make-up,heels and dresses. Before i always considered myself as something like 'one of the boys'. I never thought there would ever be a time when i would go back to being girly-ish and actually liking the colour pink. My friends also turned girly-ish soo we changed together and its more fun-er doing things with friends rather than doing things by yurself.
I reckon i dress and act better than i did 3 years ago. Before i was soo annoyingg and i gave people bad first impressions which sucks because i wish i could change that, i was all emo and depressed all the time and got upset over the littlest things, when my rents asked me to do something i would always tell them 'no' and i was continuously arguing and fighting with them, not just them but also my siblings.
Now i guess im still annoying buut im on and off (thats what nurul tells me ^.^) i give people better first impressions and i get more and more friends because of that, i try hard to look at things in a more positive way which is good because now im wayy more happy than i was 3 years ago, i do what im told without a fuss (most of the time) and now i sometimes argue with my rents and siblings.
I reckon im a better person now than i was 3 years ago =D.
This year i changed from wearing af1s,adidas jackets to wearing make-up,heels and dresses. Before i always considered myself as something like 'one of the boys'. I never thought there would ever be a time when i would go back to being girly-ish and actually liking the colour pink. My friends also turned girly-ish soo we changed together and its more fun-er doing things with friends rather than doing things by yurself.
I reckon i dress and act better than i did 3 years ago. Before i was soo annoyingg and i gave people bad first impressions which sucks because i wish i could change that, i was all emo and depressed all the time and got upset over the littlest things, when my rents asked me to do something i would always tell them 'no' and i was continuously arguing and fighting with them, not just them but also my siblings.
Now i guess im still annoying buut im on and off (thats what nurul tells me ^.^) i give people better first impressions and i get more and more friends because of that, i try hard to look at things in a more positive way which is good because now im wayy more happy than i was 3 years ago, i do what im told without a fuss (most of the time) and now i sometimes argue with my rents and siblings.
I reckon im a better person now than i was 3 years ago =D.
Saturday, October 10, 2009
whoops !
well i hafent been blogging for a looonnggg time cos like ramadan came and was soo busy coz of h/w and cooking for iftaar and also bkos of my exams coming up soo i was sooppeerr busy.
Ramadan was very stressful because of exams and teachers making us all freaked out because of the selective test and that if we dnt do good in it then we're not doin the School Certificate trials. And the fact that i couldnt decide whether or not to purposely do bad in the selective test because i really cant be bothered doing School Certificate this year, im only in year NINE ! for heavens sake, shuldnt i be having fun and going out and shuldnt worry about some stupid tests.
Eid was alright, i was pissed at first cause dad said that we have to hurry and that if we dont then we're gonna be late, so since i was rushing i forgot my fone ==',and wen we arrived we wer soo early that we had to wait 30 mins for more peple to come.But when we started praying my anger went away and i was alright. This year we went to soooo many peoples houses and that day was pretty hot. The last house we went to was annisas and it was the last one bkos she lives onli 5 mins away from me.Nurul and fauziah were already ther and zak and his siblings were there too. We played speed (actually i mostly watched bkos i ddnt noe how to play at the time) and annisa taught chess.
Ramadan was very stressful because of exams and teachers making us all freaked out because of the selective test and that if we dnt do good in it then we're not doin the School Certificate trials. And the fact that i couldnt decide whether or not to purposely do bad in the selective test because i really cant be bothered doing School Certificate this year, im only in year NINE ! for heavens sake, shuldnt i be having fun and going out and shuldnt worry about some stupid tests.
Eid was alright, i was pissed at first cause dad said that we have to hurry and that if we dont then we're gonna be late, so since i was rushing i forgot my fone ==',and wen we arrived we wer soo early that we had to wait 30 mins for more peple to come.But when we started praying my anger went away and i was alright. This year we went to soooo many peoples houses and that day was pretty hot. The last house we went to was annisas and it was the last one bkos she lives onli 5 mins away from me.Nurul and fauziah were already ther and zak and his siblings were there too. We played speed (actually i mostly watched bkos i ddnt noe how to play at the time) and annisa taught chess.
On my first game of chess i WON !! i was versing my sister and she had more practice than me and i won ^.^ woohoo. We stayed at annisas house till late at night and so did fadlih.
The next day there was open house at fadlihs and me and annisa went. It was kinda boring bkos there werent many kids bkos everyone was at school and they didnt come till like five. I played speed for the first time there and i told zak to go easy on me bkos i was noob LOLs in the end i WON ! woohoo. Me and annisa was sitting in fadlihs front lawn and biggie and fes came, fes is a fat shit, he was fully eating bakso and in his bowl there were like more than 10 bakso roffll. Biggie decided to call me difficult cos i ddnt want to tell him my name.
Then shaa and fauziah came yay ^.^ and we got bored soo we went my house and ate a bit. We then got ready to go to the eid fest. The eid fest was alright but it wasnt as fun as last years. I went on two rides which were awesome, then i bumped into fes and he told me to come with him. Next thing all these people started coming and i hanged there for awhile. I ddnt come home till 11.
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