Wednesday, December 16, 2009

HOLIDAYS

ITS THEEE HOLIDAAYYS WOOOHOOO !! YEEAAHH BABYY

Okay, maybe that was a bit of an overreation buut cmon its the HOLIDAYS maann and since my school isnt like any other school our holidays are 2 months yay, buut the downside is, is that we have the extra two weeks when everyone else has school, owhh well.

It has already been a week and a half and soon everyone else will start their holidays, although everyone is jigging it these days.

Since the holidays started the only place i went was roselands swimming pools which was AWESOME ! cause it felt soo nice in the water but then i got reeaaally sunburnt, my skin cant stand harsh conditions for some reason but its not sensitive.

And last sunday i went kak Asmas house and we were planning on what activities were gonna do in the holidays, and it was really cool cause we're going to be doing stuff like bowling and rock climbing, doesnt that sound cool ..?

Tomorrow im gonna go ICE SKATING which is a good thing because its going to be really hot tomorrow, its going to be 30 degrees, im going with school friends plus fauziah, buut me and fauziah are going to go campsie and buy a basket ball at Big W and im going to buy shorts beacuse i might go cronulla with fauziah and yeah.

I hope nothing bad happens while im ice skating, buut i can guarantee that i will be staicking it a lot of times, and i reckon sarahs going to just hold on to the sides most of the time LOLOL, its funny cause sarahs been ice skating for like 5 times and she STILL has to hold on to the walls, and i've only been skating once and i can do it better than her, maybe its because i've done roller blading when i was small and that i know how to ride a bike and she doesnt, its probably because i have better balance than her.


Well its like past 12 and i should go to sleep since i have to leave the house at 9 tomorrow and this blog is starting to get pretty long ahah.I hope everything turns out well tomorrow :D

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

scaredd

well right now i am currently scared, im in the computer labs with my class, there are three teachers and im not exactly fond of one of them and i wont mention any names, anyway the reason i dont exactly like this teacher, actually thats and understatement i HATE this teacher because he was soo racist to me in year 7 i think or maybe it was year 8, well this teacher fully said i was dumb because im not malaysian and he said that because all of the smart kids in my school that got really high UAI were malaysian and i really think they shouold sack him buut since when do students at MFIS have a say ?

Im soo hungry right now i ddnt haf breakfast and i have no money and only a bit of lunch maybe i'll die of starvation =O.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

water fights !

OHH EEM GEE !
For the past two days i've been having water fights at school with khaled,inaam,Bilal,chantelle and sally, im surprised we havent been in trouble or caught yett ( i shouldnt jinx myselff), and theres going to be another one today, and im like soo scared since Bilals gonna get me >.<, thanks to chantelle who told him not to get sally so he decides to get meeee.

And its like soo cold today, so i could like get sick and im not even wearing a jumper, i HOPE it gets hotter towards the afternoon, and its really weird for a person like me to want hot weather cause im a type of person who likes the cold (but not the wet), and i absolutely HATE summer, its soo hard to keep yourself cool, especially if you wear a scarf like me.

I have a good feeling that the school buses will come early because for some reason, on wednesdays (well wednesdays this term) the buses all come early so when we get to the front of the school, we straight away get on the buses and if that happens today (hopefully) then there would be no water fight and i wont get sick WOOHOOO, i shouldnt have my hopes up buut im really counting on the buses to come early and if they dont then im screwed =_='.

And another weird thing is that i DONT want to get sick, i usually want to get sick on account of that if i am sick i get to stay home and that would be awesomeee...minus the sick part.

OMG ! i've got a science quiz on chemical reactions today and science is NEXT ! and i havent even studied, crapp >.>, mann i feel soo dumb cause we're revising for year nine work in maths and science.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

busy busy bussyyy !

Lately i've been busy with school crap, for some reason the teachers tell us to study hard for the exams and start studying now when my exams are like in 6 weeks, WHAT IS UP WITH THAT ?!

We just came back from the holidays and they're bombarding us with revision booklets and homework =_='. My school is soo gay. And now im behind in almost everything. GREAT ! And because of that i cant be absent or else i'll be even MORE behind.

All of that studying for trials is for nothing, since im not doing trials because apparently im not smart enough ==', im doing revision for year 9 work and i feel soo dumb, buut watev.

Well since im not doing School Certificate, most likely i'll either get kicked out or i'll have to repeat and dont want either of them to happen to me soo im thinking of leaving, atleast i wont have to leave embarassed and i'll leave with good memories of all my friends and yeahh.

Im thinking of going Canterbury Girls High School buut i have to break it to my parents soon, i want to leave MFIS for good reasons and i know whats best for me, and staying at MFIS is not whats best for me. I hope my dad would understand, my mum already said i could go if i want, because she know about all the pressure and stress that i go through.

I reckon that if i go canterbury i could hopefully, maybe get a scholarship to university, and theres a bigger chance i'll get one in another school, because everyones soo bloody smart at MFIS.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

could it happen..?

Could someone, the TOTAL opposite of you, fall for you..?

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

blehh

Currently at school using up the schools net.
almost finished reading 'mice and men' for english THANK GOD !
i alredi know the end thanks to chantelle =_=' buut watev.

Teacher lets us go on FB yayerrr ^.^ only becuase our actual IST teacher is away since shes like pregnant soo we have subs anywayyys

My weeks been alright, Monday and yesterdayy the boys (mahmic,ihsan,husein,nurjee,talha,zaid,ludy) went net cafe to play cod4 and ludy taught me how to play :D and now i know the buttons and on the first game i played, i fully killed nurjee owhh yeahh im a pro :P

Ohh emm gee i ddnt do maths and science h/w =O
im dead....unless i do it now.
Its period 2 and thers still 5 more hours of school left, GREAT !

I hope i dont dehydrate and like go unconscious or something, actually im gonna buy a bottle of water from the canteen. Well i have science then maths (wat a GREAT combination ==') then theres Islamic Studies and English again.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

stupid stupid people !

Current mood: pissed.
Hates: little idiotic kids who think that they could tell you off as if they're bigger than you. People who just throw stuff at you and thinks its funny. People who are ungrateful and thinks that the world revolves around them and freakin complains about every little thing that happens to them.
Listening to: Paramore Decode.

AARRGGHHHHH !!!!
Today started alright, went ansar . After that went around lakemba and bought kebab, then went annisas and THATS when i started to got all pissed =='.

Im not gonna say any names buut a ceratin little kid hits me wenever she wants, like wat the hell ever heard of respect your elders. And not just that buut also tells me off as if im smaller than her, i know i do mistakes nobodys freakin perfect alright, buut no need to tell me off. And she freakin says that i like so and so when i freakin dont. Im always nice to her, i always shout her, i do good things to her ALL THE BLOODY TIME !!! buut no, dont fucken appreciate what i do for you.

What kind of person throws stuff at you..? okayy once or twice is fine buut doing it again and again especially if that thing that hes throwing is a type of sticky soft drink IS DEFINITELY NOT ALRIGHT! And then after he does that he asks for MY fone to use MY credit, why should i waste money on you, you oversize obese kid, GO LOSE WEIGHT FATTY !

For three whole years i've been putting up with her, for years and years i've heard her complaining about her family and how unfair her life is, well bitch I DONT GIVE A SHIT ALRIGHT ! stop fuckin complaining, and if yu wanna commit suicide or torture yourself well GO AHEAD cause i DONT freakin care alright, and stop talking about things that im soo NOT interested in, i sooo dont care you ungrateful son of a bitch, there are people out there starving bkos they dont haf food to eat or shelter, BE GRATEFUL FOR WHAT YOU FREAKIN GOT ! and go get a life you suck up, your nothing buut a sad little girl who sucks up to everyone, owhh and go do something about your revolting horrible breath, noone tells you any of this because everyones nice, buut go to another school, i bet ya yu cant last a minute and that your gonna be a loner cause your soo weird and such a suck up and bloody suicidal and you complain about every little thing.

AARRGGHH i TOTALLY HATE THESE PEOPLE AND THEY CAN GO DIE FOR ALL I CARE ! =_='


Friday, October 16, 2009

ch-ch-ch-ch-changess..

This year people have changed a LOT including myself, people are becoming more girly-ish and are starting to wear make-up,heels,pretty dresses, just like when we were young LOLs.

This year i changed from wearing af1s,adidas jackets to wearing make-up,heels and dresses. Before i always considered myself as something like 'one of the boys'. I never thought there would ever be a time when i would go back to being girly-ish and actually liking the colour pink. My friends also turned girly-ish soo we changed together and its more fun-er doing things with friends rather than doing things by yurself.

I reckon i dress and act better than i did 3 years ago. Before i was soo annoyingg and i gave people bad first impressions which sucks because i wish i could change that, i was all emo and depressed all the time and got upset over the littlest things, when my rents asked me to do something i would always tell them 'no' and i was continuously arguing and fighting with them, not just them but also my siblings.

Now i guess im still annoying buut im on and off (thats what nurul tells me ^.^) i give people better first impressions and i get more and more friends because of that, i try hard to look at things in a more positive way which is good because now im wayy more happy than i was 3 years ago, i do what im told without a fuss (most of the time) and now i sometimes argue with my rents and siblings.

I reckon im a better person now than i was 3 years ago =D.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

whoops !

well i hafent been blogging for a looonnggg time cos like ramadan came and was soo busy coz of h/w and cooking for iftaar and also bkos of my exams coming up soo i was sooppeerr busy.


Ramadan was very stressful because of exams and teachers making us all freaked out because of the selective test and that if we dnt do good in it then we're not doin the School Certificate trials. And the fact that i couldnt decide whether or not to purposely do bad in the selective test because i really cant be bothered doing School Certificate this year, im only in year NINE ! for heavens sake, shuldnt i be having fun and going out and shuldnt worry about some stupid tests.



Eid was alright, i was pissed at first cause dad said that we have to hurry and that if we dont then we're gonna be late, so since i was rushing i forgot my fone ==',and wen we arrived we wer soo early that we had to wait 30 mins for more peple to come.But when we started praying my anger went away and i was alright. This year we went to soooo many peoples houses and that day was pretty hot. The last house we went to was annisas and it was the last one bkos she lives onli 5 mins away from me.Nurul and fauziah were already ther and zak and his siblings were there too. We played speed (actually i mostly watched bkos i ddnt noe how to play at the time) and annisa taught chess.

On my first game of chess i WON !! i was versing my sister and she had more practice than me and i won ^.^ woohoo. We stayed at annisas house till late at night and so did fadlih.

The next day there was open house at fadlihs and me and annisa went. It was kinda boring bkos there werent many kids bkos everyone was at school and they didnt come till like five. I played speed for the first time there and i told zak to go easy on me bkos i was noob LOLs in the end i WON ! woohoo. Me and annisa was sitting in fadlihs front lawn and biggie and fes came, fes is a fat shit, he was fully eating bakso and in his bowl there were like more than 10 bakso roffll. Biggie decided to call me difficult cos i ddnt want to tell him my name.

Then shaa and fauziah came yay ^.^ and we got bored soo we went my house and ate a bit. We then got ready to go to the eid fest. The eid fest was alright but it wasnt as fun as last years. I went on two rides which were awesome, then i bumped into fes and he told me to come with him. Next thing all these people started coming and i hanged there for awhile. I ddnt come home till 11.







Saturday, August 15, 2009

HALDON ST FESTIVAL !

Left the house at around 9 and saw nuruls stall, then went HT nd met with fauziah, we then played with hassan and husein (mann ther soo cute) then went to the fest when the parade started, we met josie and went on the ride that went up and down and we were fully like 'its soo NOT gna be scary' all yu see wer shitting our pants :L.

Josie had to go and sarah came, then we got split up, fauziah was with mitra,will,aisyah and pahla,elmira with sarah,nurul with allysha,and i was with cha nd annisa and we went island dreams cause it was sooo hot like we were melting,then we went back up and i ate with elmira and sarah,then i saw allysha and i bought a T-shirt,i saw izzay and his clan:hasan,husein,mahmic,amal,rakaa,and my little brother,they full asked me for money soo i gave em 5 bucks,mitra,elmira,aisyah,fauziah,sarah,will and i went to the station will had to go home and we went up the street agen.

elmira,annisa,fauziah and i went on the ride that went up and down and it was soo FUNNAAYYY cause annisas soo small soo she could just fly off soo most of the time she was like screaming and saying bismillah AHAHAHAA,me elmira nd fauziah went on the big slide and we raced and i WON ! fauziah was gna win buut when she got up she stacked it soo i won ^_^,we then raced to go to the tea cup ride,sarah nd i were together,fauziah and elmira were together and sarah was such a lazy arse that she wasnt bothered spinning it so i had to do it.

We then went up to see nuruls stall and it was like empty and we were bumming there and carrying babies lawls,we then went HT and sed bye to putrie and yasmin cause they had to go island dreams,nurul allysha annisa and i went to annisas house and we saw yudi (the fag),zaid and talhah,we went into annisas dads car and started talking and talking till it got pretty dark,and we then went annisas room and talked agen,fauziah came and we played outside,nurul and i wanted to walk around cause we were soo bored soo we walked up and down haldon st,we passed annisas neigbour and i met agem.

Nurul had to go home so i went home and allysha was sleeping ova annisas.
Overall it was an AWESOME DAY ! and now my feet hurt >.<.



Me and allysha<33

Thursday, August 13, 2009

MACBETH !

our class FINALLY finished macbeth ! WOOHHOOO

we finished on wednesday and when i came home from school i was totally sick of macbeth and i turn on the TV nd simpsons are on YAY ^^ turns out it was a new episode and the episode was about MMMAAACCBBEETTHHH AARRRGGHHHH man i thought i was gna explode, i LOVE the story line of macbeth... it just gets a bit boring at times, owhh and i also love EDGAR ALLAN POE his work is AWESOME.

I soo want a library card >.<
but my mums always soo busy, i wanna start reading the classics.

Thursday night shopping

After school i met up with nurul,cha nd allysha and elmira (my sister) wanted to go B-town, allysha had to go home and elmira went home to change i had to stay at HT with nurul because we were hungry and cha went Island Dreams, me nd nurul ate nd ate nd ate nd talked nd talked nd talked till elmira came, elmira brang me my clothes nd i changed nd she fully forgot to bring my scarf soo i had to wear my school one -_-'.

We first went lincraft cause nurul had to buy ribbons for her company CRAYAVE nurul then bought black pants,elmira bought blue skinnys (she fully copied me),shoes, a blue shirt, and all i bought was a grey shirt and cardigan.Cha came and she bought this really cool BROWN LEATHER JACKET.

We went top shop and we saw AFNI man i missed that girl, and we gave her a HUGE hug ^_^ cause we sadly had to go >.<

OMG maths test on monday !

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

mehh

i had to delete my blog due to school reasons and yeahh

so i made a new one =D


well i thought i'll just give ya'll a recap

soo last week on tuesday i had my SPORTS CARNIVAL and it was awesome cause i ddnt really participate due to the fact that i had a stomach virus, so i mainly just talked and talked and talked.


On friday night i was at HT with nurul and elmira and we were working, when we sat down nd took a rest they decided to FULLY put makeup on me and i was like their doll or something which wasnt fun at all, they full made my face as white as a ghost and put pink mascara on one eye and black mascara on the other and they put black eye shadow on me which looked like my eye were bruised AHAHAHAA !

Nurul then took pictures >.<>


My weekend was pretty kool

i went to the tempe BBQ on saturday, then went to visit sarahs new house.

On sunday i went to a HT workshop with nurul,elmira, and fauziah which was pretty kool cause there was this HUGE arguement about HT and their methods, and i learnt a lot of stuff.

We then went B-town and i bought stunners and light blue skinnys xD.

Fauziahs parents dropped me off at lakemba and i went friendly grocer to buy food for the excursion to Luna Park on monday.


MONDAYY !!

The whole year 9 and some of year 10 went luna park, i first went on the ranger then coney island and there was this HUGE slide which me and dana went on like 5 times cause it was soo awesome, we then went on the mouse trap,ferris wheel,dodge em cars,tumble bug (which was soo relaxing),flying saucer then we ate and ate and ate, went on the mouse trap & ferris wheel agen.

well i guess thats it for now and i cant wait for the Haldon st Fest nurul is holding a stall and is selling T-shirts and i HAVE to buy one.